GAWDD!! i'm really sick of my life....i just had a Thanksgiving with White Castle burgers...WHITE CASTLE BURGERS!!! ......anyways....ts not like thanksgiving it's my priority right now...my priority is GETTING BETTER ..getting better at drawing...but gawd...it's so f**ing hard..I've been drawing for 5 years now...every single day of those 5 years..(this is not an exageration) EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!5 YEARSS!!!!!...AHGHGHGGGGGGHHH!!! @M@....GAWWD HATES MEEEEHHH!!!!....-___-...anyways....the only thing that helps my self-esteem are my friends they're always telling me that i can draw niiiice....I luv mah frendds....don't ever die plz...@m@....Gawd...i'm taking some photoshop tutorials 2 see i f they help cuz im really sick of this...i mean...GAWWD!!! I"VE TRIED EVERYTHING!!..watercolors , markers , pencil, colored pencils , acrylic paints , tempera paints , indian ink...EVEN F****ING FOOD COLORANT!!!....agh...i need to stop complaining i feel like an old man....*m*...